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.Saturday, January 15, 2011 ' 3:19 PM Y



Im letting this out and now..
This is truly from my deepest heart..
The reason why I looked at him for so long is because I know Ill surely miss him a lot..
Deep down I was sad because I don't know whether I can look at him for that long after this..
But truthfully,his the ever first guy in my heart who I am able to look at for so long..
I didn't just look for fun but I looked at him with all my heart..
But I knew why..
His a guy whom I really love..
My love for him can't EVEN be compared to either Ameer,Afiq,Aqil or even Esfan..swear Im so not lying here..
Ans seriously,Nissa sangat bersyukur kepada yang Maha Esa kerana Nissa dapat mengenali dirinya dan mencintainya sedalam-dalamnya..alhamdulilah :)
When Im happy or sad when Im with him,its always to the extreme..Even Dillon says that..
Plus Im just scared..
Im actually afraid that both of us will be busy later on and we're not able to meet each other..
Im also afraid that I'll hurt him in the future without me realizing :(

Well,Ill also post a post for my dearest here..

To sayangku:
Ill always come back to your blog no matter what..
If you're the one I love,Ill always view ur profile and just yours..
The first thing on my mind will always be your profile when I online..Swear..
I don't now whether you'll read this but Ill just write..
You read about my past and ok..
My words to my ex may be the same but those words from me to you will never be the same as his..
You told me that Im contradicting and yes I am..I really have to agree to you on this..
The part Ill love him for eternity is very contradicting but the sweetest maybe not..
But let me just tell you this.The not contradicting thing and its really2 from my deepest heart is I truly love you and isya'allah sampai akhir hayat Nissa..Plus you're also the sweetest..In fact,u're the sweetest than him..
I don't now whether you want to believe it or not..But its really true and I swear demi Allah s.w.t..you may even think ohh..She's just trying to make me feel better like before..
But really2,I would not do that because I know if I do that Ill just be lying to myself..
I may have my ex'es pictures in my phone but that doesnt mean I have feelings for them still or I still can't forget them..Its just that with that,I know Im strong to face them and now Im even stronger to face them with you in my deepest heart..
I seriously don't know how to say I truly love you with my deepest heart and moreeee..really2 alot..
Plus you'll never be like him..Im sure you are totally different from him..
You don't go around switching girlfriends and stuff right..
Plus I will never make you end up like him..Im giving all my love to you as long as I live..
And nvm if you have a doubt towards me because I understand..
I will always try to understand you but maybe not for the rokok part all..
Im sorry for everything and Im truly sorry if I made you feel the way you are feeling now..
Plus Im sorry I didn't tell you in detail why I actually looked at you for so long..May my blog tell you everything now..
Truthfully too,I didnt want you to come yesterday because I was afraid I would burst out when I see you..But I manage it through until you went home..I promise I won't have secrets to you so instead Im writting it all here..
Lastly,I love you with all my heart and Im truly2 sorry :(
-assalamualaikum then-

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