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.Thursday, May 12, 2011 ' 5:41 AM Y

I don't know why :(

Assalamualaikum Blog :)
I'm sorry for not writing for a while.
But I guess I need to write and reflect here.
I seriously don't know why I can't put priority on him.
I intend to reply him late,do other stuffs first and so.It's like he can do the likewise for me but why can't I?
I feel that I'm a really bad person.
But I guess I am and I'm so heartless.
It's like i can do things more for others.Even if I am him,I'll feel it unfair.
It's like when I do things I don't put myself in his shoes :(
Because of that also,I can't understand him.
I'm sorry that I'm being selfish and stuff like that.
I know an apology doesn't make any difference.
I guess I need time on my own first.
Seriously,when I read back our conversation on msn last time when he wasn't messaging me,I miss the relationship we had last time.Plus,I could always put him as my first priority but why not now? :(
It's so stupid.
His a guy that I should be grateful of and not make him sad or angry.
If his willing to do things for me and put me first,why can't I as well?
He is someone to me afterall.
But why can't I?
Seriously..
Nissa....
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